I Don't Ever Want to Forget....
I don't ever want to forget how I am feeling at this moment. I don't ever want to forget the pain of being obese. I don't ever want to forget how difficult it is to just walk. I don't ever want to forget the indignities of personal hygiene problems. I don't ever want to forget how much my back hurts from lugging around all of this weight. I don't ever want to forget feeling like I am always on the outside looking in. I don't ever want to forget that stupid CPAP machine. I hate it so much. I don't ever want to forget how embarrassed I am about the way that I look and not wanting to do things because of it. I don't ever want to forget how my relationship with my husband has suffered because of my obesity. I don't ever want to forget how much I have needed this surgery. I want to appreciate each and every accomplishment. I want to enjoy my successes and try not to get too frustrated when I stop losing momentarily. Having this surgery on my birthday couldn't be more appropriate. I will have a new rebirth day. I think that over the last 10 years I have said to myself, "Next year by my birthday, I will be thinner." Well, I guess now I can say for sure.
Thank you ASC, from the bottom of my heart.
Linda
ASC Patient
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